My 35th Birthday

September 16th… my 35th birthday!  I’m at a point in my life where I never thought I would be.  I’m speaking number-wise.  Mostly because I’ve struggled with my mental health most of my life.  Hard to believe I’ve now spent more time battling it than not battling it.  Anyways–

I set out a big goal for myself this year.  I want to record at least one thing each day.  On video.  I will share that on my YouTube channel.  But I want to share with you what scares me about my own challenge.  It might come as a shock that it isn’t failure within the challenge that scares me.

I’m scared of not writing.  I know going into this, that I really struggle to do both.  I’ve never been able to do vlogging and blogging at the same time.  I’ve even always returned to blogging.  Maybe that’s why I’m not afraid of failure.  Not with the videos.  But I’m scared to let go of my therapy.  I don’t know how to do both– but I will!  Because the scariest part for me is giving up writing.  Even I think that’s a little crazy sounding.  But I can’t argue with a mind that doesn’t always know “good” self-help skills, when this is one that has been taught to it from my mid teens.

So, while you can jump on over and watch my channel— I would still suggest you hang around here often!  You can always follow over on my sidebar —->!

I’ll be back soon to share more adventures from my crazy mind!

Thanks for reading,

Jessica  ♥

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